captain priska's log : Kemajuan neh....hebat neh.....jagoan neh.....

Iyaaaaaa Priska bica bangun pagi lage neh!

He he he he he he he he

Ps : Priska just finished HARMONI IN DISHARMONI, maybe next time Priska should put the distributor contact list around here somewhere...yeah maybe....well GOODMORNING guys!

captain priska's log : EVERYBODY MUST GET STONED

Wah, wah, wah paginya celah banged euy, gileeee...he he he gak tau ciapa yg mutel tapi tadi pas bangun pagi ada yg mutel Everybody must get stoned dali Cteleo kenceng2.....dan Priska ngelaca langcung cemangad getu hali ini....

Cypress Hill neh "hero" Priska waktu SMA neh, caat peltama kali Priska dengel "Insane in the Brain" Priska benel2 blown away! aneh banged ya ni lagu pikil Priska....tlus Priska cemakin kecengcem ama band "pro-pot" ini begitu tau cemua lyricnya tuh tentang mabok ganja ama ngebunuh polici.... yeah "Boom Biddy Bye Bye" you pigs....

Cypress Hill jadi soundtrack Priska di jaman "ekspelimen" he he he he...jaman2 Priska smoked pot and drinking alcohol "to get inspired!" kacet temple of boom celalu ada di walkman nemenin Priska..Priska putel telus campe tuh kacet kucut belat, The "Cypress Hill" side of Hip-Hop ini catu2nya cici Hip-hop yg Priska tau, Priska cuka bingung kemana pelginya band2 bagus kayak : House of Pain, Wu Tang Clan, the Pharcyde, Fatlip, arrested development dll ya???

well waktu pasti melubah meleka jadi : Missy Elliot, Beyonce, Eminem and Ja rule, 50 cents and those Hip-hop people jaman cekalang....ah bialin deh....Priska beluntung pelnah "kebagian" ngelacain maca2 Hip-hop cebelum ce"glamoul" cekalang, dulu Priska pikil Hip-Hop itu pasti tentang being proud of being minority (Black, hispanik)drive by and shooting pigs ato jualan nalkoba ato tentang pelang (House of Pain tuh band Hip-hop Irlandia and they support IRA) he he he he kelen banged ya jaman dimana Hip-hop punya "cause" dan bukan cekedal entertainment purpose only ...

eh ngomong2 tentang the good old time, ada yg inget "Body count"-nya Ice-T gak yg ada lagu "Cop Killer"-nya?? kalo cekalang dimana ya nyali cd bucuk itu?? cd Priska yg itu ilang euy ....:))

well, nuff talk....here's some of da wordz from EVERYBODY MUST GET STONED :

Hit the joint, up the bomb, take a puff
Till you just can't get enough
Of the sunk a punk
Pick an endo, wanna take control
But the primaso puff on the endo (keep puffin')
Let me take it in then I let it out (let it out)
One of you motherfuckers pass the barred owl
Peace to the niggaz in all the Budha spots
Slangin' fat bags o' weed and runnin from the cops
(runnin' from them fools)
I hit the leno then pass it on
To the cypha' of dreadlocks gettin' stoned
(All the dreadlocks lya')
From the fat joint twisted at the end
'Cos I get high with a little help from my friends (from my friends)

YEAAAAHHH cemua halus mabuk anjing! Hayang weed euy jadina......

captain priska's log : SWEET DREAMS

Sweet dreams are made of this, Who am I to disagree?

I travel the world And the seven seas

Everybody's looking for something

Some of them want to use you

Some of them want to get used by you

Some of them want to abuse you

Some of them want to be abused.

(Hold your head up--Keep your head up--MOVIN' ON)

This song sums up what priska felt today.....oh yeah buat ceolang temen dali kecil yg cekalang tinggal di Bali dan cemalem ngelahilin anaknya yg peltama..celamet ya :) ha ha ha ha Priska macih cuka gak pelcaya kalo bebelapa dali kita udah belgelal "olang tua"....well met tua ya guys, Priska hope we all find what we're looking for...... :))

Soundtrack of da day : "Sweet Dreams (Are Made Of This)" Album by eurythmics

captain priska's log : COPY PASTE YANG MELUBAH DUNIA

Priska used to be a big fans of Johnny Marr from the smiths, and he's the one who taught Priska about the power of copy paste, he understand in order to get the things in the right direction you have to steal the atmosphere from somebody else who already sucsessful doing it.

There's only a few people on this planet yg belani bilang dengan telus telang gimana meleka ngedapetin inspilaci buat kalya2nya...and Marr is one of em. You steal the mood with Ctrl-C and then paste it with Ctrl-V in your heart...dan bialin meleka mengendap untuk jadi cecuatu yg "balu" which is nothing new at all when you understand this process.....ini dia yg namanya "re-discovery..."

There's nothing new under the sun.....waktu Priska mulai plocess ini priska mulai cadal kalo gak ada yg namanya "Original"....celama ini cemua yg Priska cali cebenelnya ada dicekital Priska, dekeeeeeeeet banget....dan dia gak akan menjadi cecuatu cebelum Priska "temuin kembali" dan Priska re-claim

When Priska realize this "Copy Paste" logic...there's no turning back...this is Priska path.....dan dunia Priska pun dengan ekstlim belubah....jadi jauh lebih baik :)

PS : If u see emilystrange.com u know where Priska stole "Priska's body" he he he he

Soundtrack of da day : Half a person by The Smiths

captain priska's log : PRISKA HISTORY OF A FUCKIN CLEANLINESS

Even in the most anti-establishment of underground circles like the pirates communities, Priska cuka amazed by how frequently Priska hear people complain about people they call "hippies" or "crusty pirates." They'll often say : "These crusty pirates came in here and smelled up the whole place,"....Hey kalo ceceolang memilih untuk gak mandi dan gak make deodolant itu hak meleka! respect that choice!

Peltanyaan cebenelnya dikepala Priska tuh : "Where do our ideas and values about so called "cleanliness" come from, anyway?" kalo ngeliat cejalah peladaban cleanliness celing diacociaciin with goodness, pelnah dengel pepatah : "cleanliness is next to Godliness." kan?? Di pelmainan teatel Yunani, meleka yg jadi lakon jahat often described as filthy. Their filthiness, among other things, identified them as an outgroup.....as alien, animal, inhuman. Pokoknya dali dulu kita udah ditanamin identifikaci kalo kotol tuh cama dengan jahat/buluk.

Ceiling beljalannya waktu, yg namanya "kebelcihan" tai kucing ini kemudian jadi ukulan yang membedakan meleka yg "punya" dan "gak punya." Meleka yg memiliki kekuasaan dan kekayaan memiliki Privilege untuk remain indoors, inactive, yg membedakannya dengan lakyat jelata celta petani and travelers whose lifestyles involved getting their hands and bodies dirty.

Throughout our history, we can see that cleanliness has been used as a standard of worth by those with power to ascribe social status.....and thus, the "Godly," the self-proclaimed holy ones who stood above the rest of us in hierarchical society, proclaimed that their cleanliness, bought with the labor of the others who were forced to work for them, was a measure of their "Godliness" and superiority. To this day, we accept this traditional belief: that being "clean" according to social norms is desirable in itself.

It should be clear from the history of our ideas about "cleanliness" that anyone who is critical of mainstream values, any radical or pirates, should be extremely suspicious of the great value placed on being "clean" according to traditional standards. Besides, what exactly does "clean" mean?

Belcih pada caat ini hanya belalti catu hal : Ctlategi malketing buat "sanitation products." The idea that it is worthwhile to use chemicals (whether they be deodorant, detergent, or shampoo) to eradicate organic dirt has some frightening implications because it supports the capitalism process to transforms the entire world from the organic (forests, swamps, deserts, rivers) to the inorganic (cities of concrete and steel, suburbs of asphalt and astroturf, wastelands that have been stripped of all natural resources, garbage dumps) the idea that there is something more worthwhile about synthetic chemicals than natural dirt implies that this transformation might actually be a good thing... and thus implicitly justifies their profit-motivated destruction of our planet.

Perhaps the most important question when it comes to the unusual value we place on traditional "cleanliness" is what we lose by doing this. Once, before we covered up our natural scents with chemicals, we each had a unique smell. These scents attracted us to each other and bound us emotionally to each other through memory and association. Now, if you have positive associations with the scent of the man you love, it is probably his cologne (identical to the cologne of thousands of other men) that you enjoy, not his own personal scent. And the natural pheromones with which we once communicated with each other, which played an important role in our sexuality, are now completely smothered by standardized chemical products.

We no longer know what it is like to be pure, natural human beings, to smell like real human beings. Who knows how much we may have lost because of this? Those who find Priska disgusting for enjoying the scent and taste of Priska's lover when she hasn't showered or rubbed synthetics all over herself, when she smells like a real human being, are probably the same ones who shudder at the idea of digging a vegetable out of the ground and eating it rather than eating the plastic-wrapped, man-made fast food that we have all been brought up on. We have become so accustomed to our domesticated, engineered existence that we no longer know what we might even be missing.

Jadi cebenelnya di pelajalan cejalah tai kucing ini Priska cuma pengen bilang : "let's discover what a real human being smells like. Perhaps there might be something worthwhile about being "unwashed" in the conventional sense that you haven't noticed before."

The moral of this story is: accept only the rules and values which make sense to you and really are in your best interest. Figure out what's right for you and don't let anybody tell you different, but also, make an effort to understand where others are coming from, and evaluate their actions by your own standards, not according to some standardized norm.

captain priska's log : A STORY IS A LIE!

Priska lie to people. Priska lie to inspire folks. its all about the story telling, agrandizing modern heroines and heros rocking out in their daily lives. refurbishing "truths" and letting them fit the situations at hand.
Priska have spread all your stories, legends and myths to random folks who need them. Priska told the terrible triumphs of the travellers, mystics and extra terrestrial adventurerers pushing forth will all they got, to touch the soul in everyone, to try it themselves, encourage them to come back with new tales to tell. recent revolutionarys and occuring revolutions, rebellions and parties taking place in the middle of the night in some small suburban jungle in the middle of your city, just behind that corner.

and Priska think you should lie too. let everyone know whats going down, who's coming up, and who just decided to take a chance and go sideways. and you yourself should risk it all for that one amazing lyric they'll be singing to the folks back home - about the one that broke away. don't be afraid to tell your stories and spread your visions cause we all need them somehow.

so tell more stories. let other people tell you stories. trade and embelish. steal the good phrases and make up the rest. revolution in the word of mouth.

its amazing what a story can do.
five guys,
one gets crucified.
the other four write books about him.
now he's the son of god.

tell your stories.

Soundtrack of da day : Poco a poco by Los Crudos

captain priska's log : ................................................:))

Now now now this is crazy.....Priska just got a line that Priska been waiting for a couple of hours, Priska just had that "moment" when Priska head start to focus on something...but instead of writing the line and craft it into a headline Priska just let it slip and write this shit.....fuck..Priska must be out of priska's mind

Arrrrrrrgggggggghhhhhhh.....fuckin headline!

captain priska's log : LET'S BURN EVERYTHING

Last night on board "Baby ail" Priska tried a crack version of a dvd grabber that other pirates gave Priska on our last rendezvouz.....it was awesome program called Max dvd or something he he he he....

Jadi walopun badan Priska patah2 kecape'an Priska tetep nongklong di depan kompie ampe hampil pagi..gileeeee..celluuu....langcung jadi .avi man....jadi kemalen Priska ngambil2 gambal buat footage ploject2 Priska yg akan datang he he he he.....kadang teknologi emang memudahkan idup gini ya.......hidup piracy!

Teu bisa mikil euyyy..riyeut euyyyy...deadline euuuyyyy....geleuh euuuyyyy......anjis jadi bajak laut teh masih keneh loba deadline kiyeu yeuh...

Soundtrack of da day : Sabotage by Beastie boys

captain priska's log : IN SEARCH OF THE WORLD.....

Ay ay ay ay buat meleka yg cuka beltualang, Priska salute you :)

Priska lagi bantuin nge-lay outin dlaft celita petualangan ceolang "temen" ...jadi cemaleman Priska baca lagi dlaft yg cebelumnya udah Priska baca belkali-kali....it's so inspiring...tapi macalahnya Priska gak tau mau mulai dali mana.....Priska ngelaca cayang banged kalo Priska ikutan telibat disitu....... since the writing is already soooo beautiful...

Jadi akhilnya Priska putucin Priska gak akan campul tangan cama cekali dan Priska cuma macukin cecedikit mungkin gambal dan ilustlaci dan bialin the writing as it is...

When you know you have a good material on your hand...sometimes the best treatment is to let it speak for themselves.....

yeah....in search of the world....... is to find oneself....

Soundtrack of da day : Cheerleaders for imperialism by Hellnation

captain priska's log : FUCK IT

Priska just struck by this idea.....it was nothing that priska can sketches out with a pen and a paper, since it was an idea about motion and movement...that u can't stand still no matter how u tried.... damn and Priska miles away from supportive software to "sketches" this shit...

..Hrrrrrrggggggghhhhhhhhhh......

Where the fuck is the computer when Priska desperately need one??? or is it already time to buy one of those powerbook with grafic and video editing softwares...... so when something hit Priska head Priska can execute em everywhere......???

Naaaaaaaahhhh!! fuck technology!....priska just wrote this shit on Priska's journal and hope remember em in details when priska had time to execute em in Priska's computers back home....

Soundtrack of da day : Come to Daddy by the Aphex Twin (The video directed by Chris Cunningham, and Priska is into Cunningham stuff nowadays he he he..... )

captain priska's log : CHEMISTRY

Priska always in for the ride...... not the destination :)

Ay ay ay ay now that pretty much sums up what Priska felt everytime Priska got the urge to make something together with somebody else.....

Chemistry is an important keyword, cause when Priska make something together Priska want to enjoy the process...for Satan sake, Priska spent so much time on board "Baby ail" that when Priska had a time to spare on Priska's self, Priska rather spend it to make something with people that shared the same excitements and passion and visions and really had fun together......and Priska won't compromise with that :)

So about the exhibition thing that Priska so excited about yesterday....last night it turn out to be a bored conventional conversation when we add a few people in it....so Priska called it a quit and walked out of the room and bought some cd's.... hehehehehe shopping rulez!:))

But in the beginning it was fun...and it was such a good idea since it built up on a good ground to fight with, too bad we didn't have the chemistry to pull it out together..next time maybe?? who knows.....yeah we'll see.... he he he he :)

Soundtrack of da day : Memories of tomorrow hardcore Compilation, an album compiled by sean Youngblood and john onlife

captain priska's log : BATTLEFIELD ART

Ay ay ay ay....:) last night some old friend asked Priska to make an alliance with em to open up the ante for a war with the art world through a near coming exhibition...ha ha ha ha...

It was a hell of a good time and a kicked ass process since we literally rolling around in the floor laughing for every stupid ideas that we tossed around during the brainstorm session .... :)

Priska just can't understand why "creative process" in the fuckin office never been this fun????????...It was like back in the college day again..but this time we're in with more deadly and powerful statement that becoming the theme that we will presenting : A GOOD ART IS A DEAD ART!..*evil grin mode on...

The day of worshipping art within this consumerism culture of ours is over. Art as a business shrine that had its privilege for over 400 years must be abolished....simply because a new medium already taken it's form since the beginning of this fuckin "art" thing .....a medium called MARKETING STRATEGY. So basically what we're saying in the exhibition is not something new at all.....we're just underlining a statement that art is simply JUALAN...nothing less and nothin more.

As a first step, Priska already plagiarized some digital art movement book preface to get the fuckin "tone and manner" of the "Art world writing style" that Priska abandoned almost 3-4 years back...it's weird to wrote like a colege student again....but what the fuck, it's worthed, at least to fill in the form to get our "exhibit" going ;)

Yeah it's rock n roll time again...he he he he this is as fun as going to a fuckin loud rock n roll gigs....can't wait to see the face of those stupid fuckin curators when we're peeing their face with our "new media art works" he he he he he he he....GAK CABAAAAAAAALLLLLL......

Anjing..naha Priska jadi hayang ewean kieu euyyyyyy?????.......excitements tuh bikin holni ya?????....

Soundtrack of da day : Only you by Portishead

captain priska's log : ON A MAP MADE OF DREAMS AND STORIES

On a ship floating on a crystal blue water without a map, now This is a life........it doesn't stop coming on full force...

Priska still remembered something that Priska's friend written to Priska years before : "Life means always questioning, always asking why? WHY? every moment of your day." Sitting around on "Baby ail" deck Priska thought YES!: life means turning the questions on Priska's own ideas, not everybody else's.

Life also means leaving room between the question marks to make answer with people that Priska care about. Answer that look like dreams, answer that look like a stories.

The fear to travel without a map is over, Priska never been sure of Priska's dreams and stories like Priska so sure of em right now:)....hey Cetancantik...let see for the next 2 years what will happen shall we ;)..he he he he

Soundtrack of da day : Moya by Godspeed you! Black emperor